Los Angeles June 9 (IANS) Actor John Stamos 54 admits he never thought that he would have a child.
The "Full House" star is now a proud father to son William "Billy" Christopher with wife Caitlin McHugh.
"It s been beautiful " he told people.com of his first few weeks as a father.
"Every second you pray that you can keep the kid alive. Every day is different time has become very elusive stuff just goes by so fast. It s just beautiful. I ve cried most days; I just stare at him."
The star says that aside from his sleep schedule his style has changed as well.
Another upcoming milestone for Stamos? His first Father s Day on June 19.
"I know I ll be crying a lot " he says of his plans for the holiday.
"I ve been writing Billy a letter that I m putting away for him to read when he s 18. I ll probably continue writing that and I ll certainly try to honour my father."
As for Billy Stamos hopes to do what he can to help make the world a better place by the time his son grows up.
"We live in an anxiety-riddled unsure divisive time right now. I think most of us are searching even subconsciously to find what s missing from our lives: grace charity kindness and peace and family and community and friendship."
"I just hope this world is a better place for Billy when he starts to understand what it s all about. And I just want to be an example to him. I have a real responsibility now. I ve never really had real responsibility."
"I thought it was beyond me to have a kid and a great wife but it s given me a reason to live. Life is in session now."

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